the last voyager

 

the last voyager is gone now

it is sent by men who are desperate

it is sent into nothing, in order to come back with something

the last voyager. our last hope

we prayed over it and engraved our songs and stories on it's side

all that we'd ever thought of as valuable

we placed in it and wrote on it

we danced around it, drummed our tight skins

we smelt like smoke and spice the morning after

the pastor covered himself in dirt and ash

held the book of life to his lips

and growled out the only truth

standing on the stone that we'd carried from the river

 

the computer spoke and we listened to it's chants

its voice is sounding more and more like rushing water, the older i get. 

the sun rose that morning 

to the calls of the forrest beasts

our arms glowed with the blue light i've learned to hate, the alarms we'd set

going off

pulsing under our skin

altogether we rise

some things man refuses to change within himself

cause man can't

some things, you must

so we rise together, all at once

for that is what we've learned

to be right and true

and to be together and true

is what we've learned to be right

and to be right is what we've learned to be good

and to be good and true

is what we've learned to be

 

there was once a time long before this one

when mans faith in man faltered

and quivered 

the distance between spirit and mind

was like the distance between here and atlantis

all the pills had been tested

we discovered that they were no good

but still we ate them like food

until they were no more

until they were truly no good

 

we ate democracy from our bowls

democracy.

a term used once upon a time

political

now, it is a type of fruit

we grow it to make many things

it is very popular

i don't know where that name came from 

but it doesn't matter

the fruit is helpful to us

and i have a spiritual suspicion that is it more helpful, 

than the original 'democracy' 

 

politics. 

a word, i believe, used before this age

i heard someone use it out of context this morning

and it made me laugh

cause now, we use it to describe the place 

where man or woman go to rid themselves

of bodily waste

or to express the act of disposal

eg: i am going to politics. 

 

to describe it, for instance, as an occupation

would seem proposporous 

even though i don't know 

what the original meaning is.

another spiritual suspicion 

perhaps

 

ah yes

the voyager

i almost forgot

 

the beauty of old age

is that we learn to forget

is that we get to forget

i can't imagine holding onto youth

or its memories

with any form of ferociousness 

as if being at war with oneself 

 

man sends out nothing to find something

 

ah, to think of life as any different to this

what foolishness